Life has kinda sucked lately.
Ive become really bored with myself already,
my 'friends' piss me the fuck off
I really need a new videogame
and buddha
and my weekends been pretty much ruined.

What sucks most about that is its my last weekend of freedom.
Ups is starting me on Monday [final-fucking-ly]
Subsequently, I dont have to go to Denver.
not even. I cant* go to Denver which kind of upsets me.
Im really torn because
~leaving Reno for a couple weeks would be bomb,
~Id spend all my time smoking, drinking, and playing videogames
~I wont be able to see my grandpa drink
~My grandma is nuts and getting way up there in the years. Shes had more medical complications this year than any other. My family is really worried about her, and so am I. I also really want to see her now that shes insane
~Its fucking beautiful at our house up in the mountain town of Conifer (an hour away from South Park)
~Casa Bonita!!
~Nostalgia. This is the longest Ive ever been since being there. It reminds me of all the times ive been there every time I go. Plus I miss watching the WB in my room every night.

But-
~I get to smoke and drink and play videogames at home.
~I have the house to myself
~I have a job. My life is x963284689235658 easier.

There are a lot more pros to going than cons.
=/

But anyway, I got my ID at the DMV today. So, its not my drivers licenses, close enough.
And i got a job, so as far as im concerned i met my goal of getting my shit together.
mission accomplished.
huzzah!
I also got a $300 bike today,
its cool.

I miss my friends.
I wish I had more to do.
Until then its mopping up all Bioshock's achievements
all.fucking.day.